My heart skipped a beat
The news like electric current
Dizzied me
I could not believe
Still can’t believe
We were on the phone just yesterday
You were at the crest of your success
Now suddenly
You were gone
I mean forever
Never to return
It’s not like you had some kind of illness
Which could not be cured
What made you did that
I had no idea
You were always cheerful
You never complained
It is hard to understand your case
I blame myself
For not noticing
It would be totally different
If only you confided in me
(I'm a survivor from committing suicide and I am glad I live)